At the bottom

I look into my glass and ask, “Where is that happiness I was told about when I was younger?” “The one found by many men at the bottom of their glass,” “The one that my older brother couldn’t looking for as he drank every week,” “Where is thy happiness they promised?” One last time, I…

Failure

Dear, Throughout it all, I gave it everything that I had. I had always been told that sometimes “everything is not enough” but had yet to experience it. They define failure as a lack of success but is it failure if we had originally agreed not to have any expectations and take it slow? “Thing…

00:30

Do you remember? The last time you saw them? The last time you held their hand? The last time you said you love them? The last time you were happy with them? The last time you went out with them? The last time you told a little lie to them? The last time you celebrated…

Come back to me

I kept on wishing and hoping That you would come back to me and tell me that you made a mistake That I was the one you wanted to be with and he didn’t matter But you never did any of those and I am left holding onto a dream. My friends tried to warn…

Long for you

“I long for you…” She sent to me at 03.32 “Hello? did you hear me?” Her follow-up at 03.35 “What happened was a mistake.” She again sent “He did not mean anything. I promise.” The texts kept coming “I know you are hurt but please talk to me.” The last one went. Are you sure…

Three…

That was until I hit puberty. It was at the dawn of my pubescent years that I noticed that things were becoming different. I know that he also noticed it, just that he would not remember precisely the time. Everything just changed from there onwards. I began being a bit more conscious of how I…